the sadness life

2007-02-10T01:50:00.000-08:00

i was MOODY tOday . dunnch nOe why , quarrel with parent andd fren .
it lyk WADD THE FUCK lorh .
why was i feeling lyk datt tOday . i really cant understand wadd i wan tuh dO . HATE MYSELF ALOT. WAKE UP CANDYY . ??? WHY AM I IN THIS STAGE ???????
okay BA . think i shOuld stOp here . andd be ALONE andd think abt it . ):
i wan tuh be alOne . everyone just get lOst . sOrry if i have hate uu pple .

2007-02-08T22:41:00.000-08:00

haiis. CNY was cOming le . it lyk sO fast andd i did nOrt have the time tuh shOp .

headaches sia . skOol was alright ba. erm m . why is there skOol arh?? sOmetime did HATE skOol alOt. it lyk dunnch feel lyk studying lOrh . when i think back . wadd shOuld i dO if i nort studying le . WORKING ?? SLACKING??well. i really cant understand wadd am i thinking . .

ytd only get tuh have half an hOur lessOn andd went tuh cca le . siian sia . we went tuh NUS tuh practise but it end up in the other ways . prOblem all over . ok la . stOp talking abt it .

i miss him . suddenly feel lyk i was sO STUPID . in the sense of my attitude.

dunnch nOe wadd am i thinking abt . he oso cant understand mi . he have nO time fOr mi as his mummy is sick . hOpe his mummy wOuld be ok ba.

P.S.

mr tan .

uu TAKE CARE of urself . i cant help uu tOo much . ur mummy wOuld be alright de .

uu dunnch wOrry tOo much le . i understand ur prOblem . anyways, just be a gOod BOY .

2007-02-06T00:44:00.000-08:00

nO ideas wadd tuh write sO think i upLoAD sOme piic first .

## lOliipOp is wanted
__ birthday present recieve frOm shiela
; my birhtday present by ''OUR FAMILY''

^ this was by my skOo fren . #

nOthing better tuh dO . they are slacking andd waiting fOr cab was this nicex))
erm m m . . .. . . .. .
yO . i back. hahas . right nOw tOking with sasa andd this FUCKER ZAMI .
uu are a bull shit lOrh . hahas. anyhOw say wadd ITE is waiting fOr MI all datt . i prOve uu wrOng ok . dunnch fOrce mi . hahas . i wOnt gO ITE . ITE is lyk the prisOn i hate the place . PPLE WHO GO ITE ARE ALL BULL SHIT PPLE . THOSE PPLE ARE LYK THE FUCKER ZAMI. wahahahahahahahaahahhaha. ZAMI ARH . HAPPY TUH SEE UR NAME IN MY BLOG . WAN SEE MORE ANOT .
DAMN ASS . BORED sia . x))

haiis . dear fren tOld mi datt dear have prOblem inside army . was wOrry abt him, hOpE he wOnt be fine . dunnch understand hIm. was he tOo free tuh create trOuble all datt.
hOpe everything wOnt be fine . i was stress out right nOw . skOol wOrk are lyk all over my head . it lyk sOmething is hitting my head . arrrr. cant take it anymOre . ii gOing MAD sOon .
OK LA. cant BLOG anymOre le . i really gOing MAD LYK HELL .

2007-02-04T03:20:00.000-08:00

haiis. think i be nortt blOgging fOr few days . i was quite busy next week .
oOps damn . sO fast 1mOnth over le . it fast . i was right nOw tOking on the phOne with darling andd zami . hahas . well tOday, was quite angry during wOrking, luckily i did cOntrOl andd did nOrt shOw attitude tuh them . okkay la . pple i was quite tired already . i gOing slp . gOod nitex.

2007-01-30T23:45:00.000-08:00

HELLO . ii back here again . hahas . while let mi tOk abt the past few days;.

it have nOrtt been raining fOrr the past few days. was a gOod thing BUT WTH it was damn COLD lorh . make myself feel lyk at the sOuth POLE . hahas . well really nOthing much happen . everyday is the same thing . nOrt skOol or wOrk .it was only THE end of JANUARY andd ii was lyk hOping tuh have my march hOliday already ., but i knew datt ii wOuld nOrt be free tOo . cause THE FUCKER SYF is cOming . sOb sOb x((

okkay . talking abt my skOol wOrk .

erm . ii think sOmetime in cls was sO slpy until i can really slp in cls andd dunnch even nOe wadd thOse teacher are all talking abt at the end of lessOn . shh ?? ok . hahas . skOol hwk was quite ok den . but sOmetime really nO mOod tuh dO it . dunnch even nOe why .

harrOy!!! valentine's day andd CNY was cOming in a few week tIme . can gO take ang baO le. hahas . haiis, even it cOming i haven even buy my clOth all datt . saw few shirt ii dO really lyk it veri much . was really heahache of wadd tuh buy fOrr dear hOpe he wOuld lyk it . . BUT ii nOe wadd tuh buy fOrr darling andd papa le . hahas . datt was easy . hOpe dear wOuld be able tuh celebrate with mi but i nOe i was wrOng . valentine day felt on WED . damn ass lOrh . haiis. nO chIoCE .

HEYY . ii miss alOts pple sia . oso dunch nOe why ??? ok den . tOday was mii andd dear de 1year 2mOnth leii . hahas , time fly fast . sO fast we have been SO long le.

dear, ii really miss uu . hOping he was beside mi nOW . hugging mi lyk teddy bear . hahas .

oOps ... seen datt i fOrget tuh sO sth .

tOday alicia andd mi went tuh orchand andd have a walk . saw alOT of cLoth . lyk nOthing much tuh walk lOrh . it seen all the same thing lyk datt . ok/den . alicia sis tOld mi datt is all my fault tuh cause them BRK . ?? i was lyk arh , wTH . ALICIA ANDD BRANDAN PLS READ THIS .

P.S / ALICIA KOH SHI HUI ANDD BRANDAN LAU JIAN MING .

i dunnch wan uu all BRK all because of mi . alicia uu must understeand I NEVER EVEN FELT IN LURFE WITH HIM . I AI DE SHI ERIC BU SHI BRANDAN. i dunnch wan uu tuh get wu hui . mi andd him cOuld only be fren . datt all nO moRE . GODSIS IS NORT EQUAL TUH LURFE .

hOpe uu wOuld understand . andd nOw i nOrt his GODSIS anymOre . both of uu shOuld have a nice talk . andd brandan uu shOuld try tuh learn frOm ur mistake .

II WAS SAY IT AGAIN .

WO AI DE REN SHI CHEN ZHI YI . YI BEI ZI DUO SHI TA .

p.s MR TAN .

TODAY IS OUR 1YR 2MONTH . THANKIIEW FOR GIVING MI ALL THE HAPPINESS I NEED .

THANKIIEW DEAR. WO AI NI

2007-01-29T23:48:00.000-08:00

this was my 15 birthday cake

it mii . living in the darkness part

was getting ready tuh gO out . hahas

heyy . it seen many week did nOrt bLog le . was i LAZY, BUSY ,OR NO TIME .
actaully Oso bit of lazy ba. while, let mi upload sOme of the piic ii have .
this first few i uplOad first . hahas . think i tmrr den bLog ba. it late le . andd it time fOrr mi tuh gO MY DREAM LANDS le .

2007-01-21T15:15:00.000-08:00

wadd the FUCK . PPLE WHO DUNNCH NOE MI PLS STOP SPAMING MY BLOG ALL DATT .

UU PPLE SUCK . UU ARE CHILDISH . TOKING RUBBISH HERE.

HAIIS . SkoOl was stress nOw day . many sadness thing happen just pass few days . dunnch nOe hOw much i cOuld help . hOpe they were fine right nOw . everything shOuld be ok de . was mOody right nOw . duNnch nOe wadd i am thinking abt . thinking of hlm?? or other . ???????

2007-01-16T16:33:00.000-08:00

HELLO x)) . right nOw ii tOo free le . hahas . it have been raining the past few day . hate raining . make mi feel sO cOld all datt . stupiid rain . luckily tOday dOes nOrt rain sia . hahas.
was bored andd dOes nOrt nOe wadd tuh dO . siian lOrh . again tmrr start skOol at 9am . it SUCK lorh .
have lessOn until sO late. dunnch lyk it lOrh . tOday nth much happen but only felt sO slpy in cls . hahas. almOst felt aslp during lessOn . ok den .

i miss him sia . hOpe he was dO right andd be ok ba. faster friday den he cOme out le .
hahas .

CCANDYY <3>
our ETERNITY PROMISE.
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2007-01-12T12:53:00.000-08:00

erm . it since lOng time i have up lOad piic le . will be uplOading sOon be .
haiis. this year shOuld be a better yr fOrr mi ba. hOpe everything shOuld be fine right nOw. i haven tOk abt my skOol day all dat . sO nOw thing tok abt this ba. well . every lesOon is still nOrt bad BUT only fOr chinese andd chemistry. it SUCK lorh . i have be lOsing interst in bOth subject. maybe is because i duNnch lyk the teacher teaching methOd ba. will be trying tuh wOrked hard . skOol have cut dOwn many many of my PROGRAMMEs all datt le . when cOlud we have our hOliday agian. hahas. nO la . i hOpe sec3 life wOuld be faster ba. andd den N level le . cant believe it sO fast next year i taking N Level le . hahas. SORRY dear if i nO time fOrr uu . hOpe uu wOuld UNDERSTAND. ok .
finally. it again friday andd DEAR was out . hahas . was sO happy sia. hOpe his NS faster finish lorh . den gOrt time fOr mi le . i think nO time fOrr him this week .
SORRY . ii really MISS UU LOTS . ok ba . i gOing wOrk sOon later . hahas . have less day of wOrking nOw . sO bOred lOrh . ok datt all . BYE pple .

PS .
TUH MR ERIC TAN.
nO wOrry fOrr mi ok . ii wOuld be ok . i be waiting ok
MISSING UU LOT. . our ETERNITY PROMISEs
TIONG XIN TUH UU 184 .

2007-01-10T22:43:00.000-08:00

well. this is the 2nd week of skOol . i think i shOukd have less time fOrr blOgging all datt . wish it a hOliday again . hahas. everybOdy was busy . nO time tuh have fun andd gO out again . x))

06.01.07
wOr . stupiid sia. early mOrning went skOol fOrr cOuncillOr duty andd CCA display . i reach skOol abt 730 lyk datt den dO all thOse chinese dance pOster all datt lOrh . datt report fOr duty in the end teacher ask mi gO fOr CCA . i was lyk '' arh dunnch wan la . sianx sia'' i have nO chOice but have tuh gO . siianx lOrh . wait there lyk nth tuh dO . better gO duty mOre gD . after everything still gortt meeting but it a shOrt wan . hahas .

07.01.07
nOthing much happen tOday . but only when wOrk . hahas . tmrr skOol bOring sia .

08.10.07
i was sO slpeey in cls . haiis . after skOol straight gO hoMe . in the end nvr slp but when tuh cwp den KFC . waited fOr vanessa fOr 1hrs andd 30 min . wadd the hell lOrh . she slping . stupiid sia . but glad she ans my call after calling many time tuh herr .

09.10.07
thankiiew thiviya andd besties. ii shOcked andd happy of wadd uu all have bOught ./ thankiiew once again . hahas . they bOught mi a cake . andd we did celebrate after skOol . hahas . was happy andd tOuch at the mOment . after datt alicia wan watch mOvie . sO we gO watch . but wadd the hell, all the shOw is NC-16 andd the pple act say wadd wan check NRIC all datt . all bull shit lOrh . den went KFC gO study all datt .

10.01.07
tOday skOOL start at 9 . gOod sia . but end at 3pm . mOrning went mac eat . they all say meet at 0715. but in the end they did nOrt turn up but luckily i meet ain . but sing ee is the first one tuh reach . she call mi sO i ask herr gO bus stop see she was there anOt ./ yesh she was there . hahas . den vanessa they all cAme /. siian lorh . den went skOol . was scare datt we were late /. but we was on time . hahas./

2007-01-06T00:23:00.000-08:00

haiis. ii fianlly back andd cOuld sit dOwn tuh hae a rest .
well . quite many thing happened arOund the past few days /. andd again skOol have started.

27.12.06
erm. early mOrning wake up andd when skOol fOr the sec 1 thing . they all lyk sO nOise but soME were tOo shy tuh tOk . i was lyk headache la . nOrt spOrtive enOught. was taking them almOst whOle day. but it fun. sOme of the guy was lyk sO childish lOrh . maybe guy is lyk datt when they went yOung . hahas . when playing amazing race . mi andd alicia was at the canteen . they were sO lOng . sit until our pain pain sia . at datt time i was lyk sO sianx lOrh . dat mama call andd tell mi grandpa has pass away . i was lyk " ARH WADD" at the pOint of time feel lyk gOing hm . it ok . i was strOng enOugh .

28.12.06
well . this days arh . went tuh chinese dance . there was nO teacher tOday . andd i have tuh dO everything. sOmetime was lazy . haiis . after datt went tuh grandpa place . andd went hm arOund 2 or 3 plus in the mid night.

29.12.06
tOday cant wOrk . again have tuh trOuble them tuh find replacement fOr mi . i was lyk ii sOrry .
afternOon when grandpa place again . datt all .

30.12.06
well . tOday have our meeting at justin hse . waited fOr them fOr sO long. they were lyk wasting my time . in the end i left there tuh wOrk . right after wOrk when tuh grandpa place . actually wan ask dear cOme dOwn find mi . but his mama was sick sO i ask hIm nOrt tuh cOme le .

31.12.06
this is the last day at grandpa place . everyone was lyk sO sad /. okk . den everything is over when hOme after dat . was tOo tired andd have slp . dear andd jx tht ii was angry . cus i did nOrrt reply andd ans their call / . haiis . wake up at 9 plus . decieded tuh gO out tuh cOunt dOwn . actually wanted watch mOvie with alicia they all in the end they were lyk siian lOrh andd went hm . so i went jx place . she ask her stead cOme . i was lyk sO peii seh . disturb they twO . feel lyk gOiNG off at the pOint of time . wan ask irene out but she say many thing den dunnch wan le . siian lOrh . in the end i reach hm arOund 4plus .

01.01.07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY tuh myself . hahas . thankiiew everyone fOr the present andd wishing mi .
thankiiew jx andd kOr kOr they all fOrr celebrating my birthday with mi . x))

02.01.07
hahas . skOol start tmrr . andd i was lyk still in my hOliday mOod . ii even haven finish my hwk.
have nO chOice cant wOrk. andd finish my hwk andd stuff .

03.01.07
well . skOol was tOday. andd i was sO tired . went skOol dO nOthing . heard them tOk rubbish andd went hOme at 1230pm . hahas . sO early sia . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUH IRENE MUMMY

04.01.07
start of lessOn . was siian . my brain haven think of writing dOwn nOte all dat . hahas .
andd cca was later / . fuck sia .

05.01.07
tOday nth much happen . went wOrk jus nOw datt all .
dear, gOing NS today le . hOpe he wOuld be fine fOr him . simply thankiiew fOrr everthing uu give mi /. WO AI NI .

will be back sOon again tuh update . hahas/.

2006-12-27T00:30:00.000-08:00

yO . it sO fun ytd . hahas. we have our christmas party in kfc .

we played many different game . even we were tired but we still enjOyed ourself . wish tuh have it again . hahas .

2006-12-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

hiies pple .

MERRY CHRISTMAS ANDD A HAPPY NEW YR .

2006-12-20T21:41:00.000-08:00

sick of this blOg . skOol reopen sOon . it left abt twO week mOre den skOol start .

it sO fast . it even haven finish my hwk . was lazy tuh dO . hahas . maybe next yr is a better yr . hOping sO .

okkays . den hOpe everything will be okk on friday . x))

ii sO bOred at hm dO nth . finally the rain have stOp . nO mOre thunderstOrm all thOse . heyy . just recieved a letter . it say dOing NRIC ./ wOw siian lOrh when ii saw it . heyy pple my birthday is cOMingg . dO remember hOrx /. hahas x))

REPLY TUH TAG

ccandyy x)) - ain: hahas . ur oso quite nice wadd . skOol reoPen sOon /. it sO fast .

ccandyy x)) - tv : heyy miss the day we have fun tOgether hOping next yr . hahas . miiss uu tOo / take ur time tuh uplOad it .

ccandyy x)) - peisi: wOr . shOck sia uu still rmb mi . always think datt uu fOrget mi already . anyway thankiiiew fOrr the tag . okk . all the best next yr andd everlasting with him .

2006-12-17T19:43:00.000-08:00

heyy pple ii back . dunnch wOrry ii did nOrt gOne anywhere . hahas .

skoOl reopen sOon still left few week is sO fast . time fly fast . maybe next year is a better yr tuh mi . let hOpe.

okkays . it almOst week ii did nOrt bLOG LE . let mi recalled what happen in my past few days . hahas

SATURDAY 09.12.06

it a nOrmal day fOr mi . it again a day tuh wOrk . cant remember wadd had really happen .

SUNDAY 10.12.06

hOrray . stay hOme was danm bOred. nOthing much tuh dO . left sOme hwk tuh dO but lazy tuh dO. haiis / but oso have tuh dO it befOre skOol reopen . I So bored . =/

MONDAY 11.12.06

nOthing happen much tOday . only wOrking.

TUEDAY 12.12.06

tOday was off den went tuh escape tuh enjOys . it fun . hahas . we spend only few hrs there as there was so many pple playing . we went there ain,masnisha,Tv,Vanessa,Caroline,Shan n Tv's mother. We reached there arOUNd 12 nOon . The first game we played was the haunted house. it nOrtt really scary as i think. We went to played at the game carnival. there was a devil cute tOys datt ii wan . but ii cant get it . our stOmach when hungry so went to eat at Burger King. Thankiiew to Tv mother who treat us a drink n a large fries. THANKIIEX. OKKAY . sO mi andd vanessa left first . we went yishun meet alicia they all tuh safara. actually dear wan meet mi de . he say i with my fren dEn dunCH wan le / . i was lyk ok den nvm lOrh . =/ we went playing pOol . hahas / after datt hOme sweet hOMe.

WEDNESDAY 13.12.06

tOday when out with karen, angella, singee, vanessa andd kin meng. we went tuh cwp de seoul garden andd eat . we spend 2 hr inside eating. hahas . after datt we watch "ERAGON" i andd angella was lyk wadd the hell is this shOw abt. but in the end we watch . it quite a nice shOw but we dunnch lyk the begining /. it like nO stOry . hahas . angella was telling mi abt the mnm chOcOlate i was lyk WAHAHAHA . it looK alike. hahas .

THURDAY 14.12.06

WORKING

FRIDAY 15.12.06

WORKING

SATURDAY 16.12.06

today went out with angella . we gO buy present fOr christmas. we were headache wadd tuh buy . in the end we spend left den a hr we get the gift. we oso bOught karen sOme gift. she was happy when she saw it . hahas . after datt dunnch nOe wadd tuh eat fOr lunch . sO many thing fOr us tuh eat /. we went tuh the fOod cOurt and sit dOwn abt 15 min . we did nOrt buy anything . yet , in the end we decided tuh gO center eat . befOre we gO there, we went tuh old chang key. the pple there make us sO peii sehx sia . our kfc unifOrm lOok alyk as their . den ask us why sOme blue andd sOme yellOw . okkay when we reach there we ate den gO back tuh our kfc . hahas. quite alOt of pple tOday but cant fight tuh ytd . it dOuble of it . okkay . it karen last day in 512 . we were sad fOrr herr but nO chIOce . haiis . she treat us satary andd we did drink sOme. our face was red after awhile / after datt we send angella hm den fOur of us share cab hm . thankiiew karen . we LOVE UU .

SUNDAY 17.12.06

WORKING. tOday nO mOod la . stupiid asshOle . fucker cb .

2006-12-08T17:23:00.000-08:00

it lOng time i have blOg le . okkay will write wadd happen it the pass few days .

FRIDAY 01.12.06
i was sO bOred at hm . datt day nO wOrk . dUnnch nOrtt nOe where tuh gO . sO decided tuh gO out . jiO pple gO walk walk lyk datt . sO call vanessa andd she agrees it as she was off tOo. wait fOr herr call sO lOng den call Back . it lyk WTH she dOing lorh . sO after datt when cwp watch mOvie. the shOw was quite nice is abt chrimates "DECK THE HALL" . it was a shOrt shOw ard 1 hrs lyk datt . waste mOney lorh . after datt when ssc find jiaxin wait fOr herr tuh finish wOrk . andd den when hm le . datt all fOrr the day //

SATURDAY 02.12.06
haiis . it a tiring day again . went wOrk andd wOrk full shift again . tht can gO hm rest bad cant . nOthing really happen tOday .

SUNDAY 03.12.06
wOrking again . tiring . Dying sOon . =/

MONDAY 04.12.06
nOthing much thing tuh dO /. datt is everyday wOrking . sOmetime quite fun at wOrk .
oso very nOise . hahas .

TUESDAY 05.12.06

nOrtt wOrking but gOing camp . it fun but oso tiring . firstly we started with amazing race .
we started playing badmintOn, tennis, soccer andd running around wOodlans area. we the first team tuh set off tuh our secOnd checkpOint . which was at macritchie reservior. we reach there the first thing is tuh dO sOmething tuh make sure the egg dOes nOrt crack with reach the thing. walaO . this thing we have dOne it sO many time already . after datt t next checkpOint was the duNnch nOe wadd garden . our task is tuh find 2 of the instructor tuh get fOr our next clue . we have a hard time finding it as the place was sO big lorh . feel lyk giving up half way . finally we fOund them but we spend arOund 3 hrs plus there after datt we walk tuh CCAB / . by the time we reach there is already raining . sO everything have tuh stOp . we have reach the MOE campsite . saw alOts of aerOplane andd it was sO nOsie .

WEDNESDAY 06.12.06
befOre gOing hm frOm camp . we went tuh center tuh have our lunch andd after datt went hm .
finally back hm . miiss my bed . hahas . nOthing much happen .

THURDAY 07.12.06
early mOrning wake up went tuh wOrk with angella andd vanessa . nOrtt feeling well tOday but still wOrk full shift as they have nOrt enOugh pple tuh wOrk . nO chIoce .

FRIDAY 08.12.06
tOday went tuh skOol buy textbk . all my bk was sO heavy next yr die la . after datt went cwp meet them . call back kfc andd tell them ii was sick den cant wOrk . actually wan wOrk But cant . datt all fOrr the day ./ =] miss uu guy .

2006-11-30T21:04:00.000-08:00

hey pple ii finally back frOm malaysia . it sO fun .
but oso tiring . only get tuh sLp fOr few hOur den wake up le . the first thing we reach there we went tuh the bata place and walk up the stair. up and dOwn again . it sO tiring make my leg sO pain . it up tuh 280 step . can uu imag it. hahas . after the walk we went tuh have our breakfast did nOrt eat much cause i was nortt sO hungry sO ate only a roti pata. it sO nice . yummy.
we get intO our bus again . sO keep travling tuh sunway lagOon . we reach there we went tuh play the dry game first. wOw. what is the dry game ??. the first game i already sO wet . it sO fun. hahas . we play many game . we tOok the 360 degress wan . walaO . sO scary sia . ii haven gO up tuh play ii already shOuting . But ii still went up tuh play . hahas .we went tuh shOpping . the pple ther lyk nvr see gal lyk datt . always see us in a funny andd scary way . only get tuh buy one pant fOrr myself andd sOme bubble gum . datt all . the guy Bought many thing . the was lyk crazy shOPping den gal . hahas. after all we went fOr our dinner andd went Back tuh singapOre . i was slping but did wake up many tIme again and again . did really enjOy myself as this my first outing trip with them .

tOday is our 1 year anniversary . sO FAST it 1 year already . did nOrtt went out with him cux ii nvr ask him andd oso nOrtt sure he was free anOt . okkay . ii was sO tired tOday . did nOrtt get tuh slp many hOur ii wan . hahas . anyways . ii was happy .

early mOrning wake up den went skOol fOr chinese dance . it sO tiring. teacher still wan tuh add extra lessOn fOr us . lyk datt we can die . overall ii still can take it . hahas

went tuh tampines mall walk walk . see many thing . did of buying sOmething fOr hIm but nO idea wadd he lyk . sO IT THE END DID NORTT BUY ANYTHING.

okkay think i stOp here already . slping sOon. hahas x))

miss uu guy .

2006-11-26T23:41:00.000-08:00

WTF. uu think ii sO free gO tag herr this kind of rubbish arh. ? dunnch anyhOw say is mi lOrh . ii nvr gO tag herr. fucker asshOle .

nO mOod tuh write le .

2006-11-25T00:45:00.000-08:00

ytd, wake up early morning. went out with karen , angella, vanessa andd kin meng tuh take our outing shirt at boon keng . wOw it so far lorh . hahas. but we enjoy sia . after that we went plaza singapura walk walk . go see the fabrick paint . the shirt was sO plain lorh andd ugly . aiiya, nvm la . at least gOrttt ma . haha . den we take train back tuh woodlands . but the stupid train stOp at yishun . WTH lorh. angella andd kin meng really damn tired they sLp at the train until we wake them up . after that mi , vanessa andd kin meng went cwp meet zami tuh watch mOvie. we buy happy feed de ticket . it sO funny andd cute . think ii felt in lurfe with penguin le. haahas . after the shOw we gO intO other show de rOom . it colin . the "yinyangyan" . it sO scary. it sO tired lorh . i reach hm abt 1200 . after datt went hOme slP.

2006-11-23T12:40:00.000-08:00

hAiis . feel lyk gOing out fOr the hOliday . cant wait fOrr the malaysia trip .

hahas . sOmetime feel lyk closing my bLOG . think change back tuh last time blOgskin. it much mOre better andd nicer. sOme fucker keep anyhOw tagging me . hate it sO much . tOday actually wan tuh meet zamira wan but she wan us tuh gO viVo city find her but i cant cuz i was working . sO think of thur but she need tuh go hOspital sO we decided tuh meet on fri after my cca . i was sO bOred. tOday befOre wOrk went tuh cwp tuh meet ain andd vanessa because she was bOred at hm. wait fOrr them at bOot andd shOe. while i was waiting, a guy walk toward mi andd ask mi buy thing frOm him . OMG, i was lyk dunnch wan la . the guy keep talking tuh mi is lyk he think datt i nOe him very lOng. hahas . but he quite a gOod lOoking guy . he ask mi wan gO wOrk but i was lyk " arh , gOod mehx??'' . he tOld mi datt $100 a days leii . wOw alOt sia . feel lyk having a try leii . okkays la . gOrt tuh gO sLp already . tmrr gOing out . hahas . bye PEOPLE . dunnch miiss mi .

2006-11-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

hahas . next week gOing malaysia. sO exciting siia . hahas.

cant wait tuh datt days. wOw , sO happy sia zamira cOme tuh singapOre cant wait tuh see herr .

when can i gO out again , siianx lOrh . tired sia . everyday wOrk andd gOing back skOOl . okkays larh . nOthing tuh write . II SO BORING .

2006-11-17T08:57:00.000-08:00

hahas . ii back . So LONG NVR UPDATE LE .

was busy gOing back skOol andd going wOrk .

ii was sO tired . yesh . hahas . nOw was msg with darling . miss him sO much . our 1 yr anniversary cOming le . sO fast siia . ii sO happy . hahas .

haiis

ii sO bOred . nOw waiting fOrr pple tuh online . sO sianx .

lOng time nvr go shOpping le .

must find one day go shOp shOp .

2006-11-14T00:30:00.000-08:00

haiis . ii really dunnch understand why pple think ii have attitude problem . DO I REALLY HAVE IT . ii nOe uu wan mi tuh change but SORRY ii cant just because of this change de / pple dunnch lyk my attitude den dunnch cOme near mi . waddever whO ii am nOw ii wOnt change .
UNDERSTANDS . ??
laOGoNG . ii really miss uu . our 1 year anniversary is cOming . harrOy x))

2006-11-14T00:20:00.000-08:00

wtf . say ii have attuitde prOblem . pls larh see whO gortt lorh .

CCB. dunnch let mi nOe whO lorh . uu ask mi change dEn uu change first la . knna . this have just spoilt my happy mOod . anyway . just nOw was fun. this is my secOnd tIme having lunch with teacher outside . hahas . enjOys sia . today we went out with ms kOh . we gO swensOn andd went ktv . wOw . first time heard ms kOh sing . herr vOice was sO nice andd sweet . she nOrtt only can teach oso can sing . hahas . really have fun tOday . hOpe have anytIme fOr it . haiis . sO fast 2006 ending sOon . scared ii nvr dO well fOrr sec3 / . anyways . anybOdy wan gO out with mi just find one days /. hahas .

2006-11-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

ii back. did nOrtt blOg fOrr past few days . was lazy tuh pOst .

hahas . tOday went out with meii meii . we went tuh vivOcity andd plaza singapura andd back tuh cwp . walaO . the place was damn big but was sO siian at there . nOthing much tuh shOp de. after dat went plaza sing /. was fun there ; we walk whOle of the place . walaO .; saw my favOrite cOuple ring le . was sO nice . ii wan it . LAOGONG , den uu shOuld nOe wadd tuh dO le . hahas . waited fOr irene tuh cOme ., knn bluff us in the end nvr cOme . sO ccb . okkays . was busy dOing my thing nOw .

2006-11-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

jus because of a small thing spOilt my mOod of the days .

tOday was quite fun and enjOying . mi, tv, ain , zul, janice andd carOline . went tuh watch a mOvie at cwp . we watch THE GRUDGE 2 . it was sO scary . hahas . they all shOut lyk hell.

walaO . peOple sitting behind us keep shOuting . even nOrtt scary part . it lyk WTF lOrh .

after datt saw masnisha they all . hahas . gO distrub them . hahas x)) .

u lie tuh mi . uu say uu are gOing in . is it true or wadd . why was this relatiOnship making sO many pple nOrtt happy . ii shOuld have stOp giving other such a life . haiis . wadd if ii have chOOse my decisiOn . will he accept the truth . ?? ii was cOnfused .

2006-11-05T12:44:00.000-08:00

it past few days . did nOrtt blOgg le .

siianx siia . he gOing in .

haiis . hOw lOng ii dunnch nOe . wadd will be my life lyk if he wan nOrtt there ??

will be missing hIm very deep .

haiis . okkay right nOw is sms with him . felt sO happi .

hahas, nOw spent the tIme with him . as lOng he happi can le .

LOVING ERIC TAN ZHI YI .

2006-11-02T00:30:00.000-08:00

haiis .

thInk have nO mOod tuh dO thing frOm nOw onward .

why shOuld he have tOld mii this ??

was it a dream . ?? dOes miracle will happen .

shOuld the tIme past faster . will it disapper sOon . x[[

feel sO useless andd hOPeless .

why should i be treated in this way . can anyone help mi .

LEAVE MI ALONE

2006-11-01T16:48:00.000-08:00

haiis .
siianx lOrh . stay hOme dO hwk .
nvr gO wOrk . this kind of life ii will die wan leii . nOrthing tuh dO de .

ookkays larh . ii have tuh go dO my hwk le .

2006-10-31T23:58:00.000-08:00

hahas , juz nOw went tuh jiaxin hse .

ii at here hse dye hair . sO fun siia . we help each other dye . sO funny .

we fOrget tuh videO it dOwn .

walaO . my hair cOlour nOrtt really gOrtt only abit niia . dunnch lyk siia . ii wan tuh dye again .

but scared ii make my hir spOilt. it make my hair dry .

mama say ii shOuld nOrtt dye cause ii still a student . LOLx)) .

2006-10-31T12:59:00.000-08:00

haiis.

ii bOred . dunnch nOe where tuh gO .

nOrtt wOrking later, sO sianx staying at hOme dO nOthing .

have tuh gO fOr the stupid chinese dance. waste my tIme only.

dunnch feel lyk gOing . where has he gOne . stOp playing trick with mii haO ma?

ii wOrry abOut euu. uu nOe ??? ? ?

2 month 2days tuh my 15 birthday xDD
1 month tuh our one year anniversary x))

2006-10-30T20:45:00.000-08:00

yesh . sO fast mii andd him de 11 month anniversary.

sO happy . did nOrtt go anyway , as ii was busy andd he was gOne . dunnch nOe where he gOne tuh . next mOnth 1 year le . time fly . hahas . everything is lyk a dream tuh mi . MUACKS .

2006-10-29T11:50:00.000-08:00

was busy wOrking this few days

cant really get tuh enjOy my hOliday . it oKkays ii chOose tIme tuh gO out .

sOme other days . well . was nO mOod dOing thing ytd .

friday jiaxin den tOld mi datt he was in trOuble again . andd was gOing cOurt on sun .

dear gOing cOurt tOday . he wan mi tuh pei him gO but ii cant . later ii have wOrk .

sOrii dear .nOthing will happen tuh uu de . ytd make euu andd jiaxin wait fOrr my cOrr andd msg . "SORRY" dear. nO matter anythIng happen ii will be there fOr uu . iiLURFEuu . <3#>

2 month 2days tuh 15 birthday
1 month 1day tuh our one year anniversary

2006-10-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

haiis.

did nOrtt blOg fOr past few days . cause was busy wOrking .

nOW hOliday le . feel sO free . nO mOre stress andd study fOr twO mOnth .

but . have many hwk tuh dO . x((

okkays den . he mind have trOuble again . dunnch nOe wadd tuh say .

already lOst hOpe tuh him liiaO . haiis .

tmrr gOing wOrk . . nOw have decided tuh have BBQ .

happy siia . but papa say why dunnch wan tuh have buffet.

ii was thInking datt , it sO expensive loRH.

BUT PAPA say lyk datt wOuld be much mOre easy andd simply.

2006-10-25T15:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday, did nOrtt bLog because was tOo tired after cOming Back frOm wOrk .

WTF , daddy andd kOr kOr keep calling mii when ii was wOrking . tOld them ii wOrking den cant answer their call den scOld mi when ii put up the phOne . lyk sO wadd lOrh . sO kbkp. ii oso can gO home myself de ma . sO stupiid . thInk ii nO leg or wadd .

finally . still gOrtt one mOre day hOliday le . hahas . gOnna enjOy this hOliday sOon .

hahas . tOday get sO many present frOm teacher, other think datt ii bring sO many thIng tuh skOol . siiaO siia . x))

haiis . it lyk sO stupiid lOrh . hOliday still gOrtt hwk andd gOing back skOol.

nOw wAiting fOrr the result of wadd subject tuh take next year .

hOpe ii get the subject ii wan .

2006-10-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

ii back frOm skOol .

siianx lOrh . gO THERE dO nth . hahas .

mOrning went tuh a math cOurse. ii make the teacher headache . keep talking nOn-stOp .

ii already in hOliday mOod . wth, still wan mii dO math sum .

nvm larh . it last fOrr 2 hOUrs .

after datt, we watch a mOvie . it "HIGH SKOOL MUSCIAL"

it sOo nice datt ii wan tuh watch it again .

sOo jealOus siia . dewen let mii see herr cOuple ring . ii oso wan .

hahas x))

get tuh nOe my mark already . ii imprOved. cant beat ain she gOrtt positiOn 4 andd mii get 7.

nvm lOrh . at least ii try le .

hOpe kOrr kOr heard le will be happy ba .

ii gOing off wOrking sOon . x))

2006-10-21T15:33:00.000-07:00

it have cOme tuh the end of CLASS 2C <2006>

LURFE them sO much . spend happiness andd sadness with them .

have a enjOying year with them . x))

euu guys rOx .

2006-10-21T14:27:00.000-07:00

ii bOred.

nothing tuh dO siia . nOw sO free. nO more stress.

hahas . sO happy .

okkays . later gOing out meet jiaxin . x))

finally gOrt tuh spend time with herr . it nOrtt ii been bOok this hOliday .

LOLx))

2month12days tuh 15 birthday

1 month 10days tuh our one year anniversary

2006-10-20T07:15:00.000-07:00

sOmetime ten tuh clOse one eyes tuh certain thiNg

everything arOund mii is jus a dream tuh mi

shOuld there be any miracle, will it cOme a day datt we have tuh be apart .

II CONFUSED . what shOuld ii dO nOw???

LOLx))

2006-10-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

harrOy. tOday was lazy tuh gO skOol , but in the end when skOol

cause of checking my exam paper . quite happy with my mark . bUt ii nOe ii cOuld have dOne better if ii have put in mOre effOrt . hahas .

nOw . was fan abOut which subject tuh take . haiis . duunch nOe which one tuh choOse .

hOlidays cOming, cant really enjOys it . spend mOst of the tIme gOing Back skOol . hate it sO much . why shOuld we have sO many days .

2 month 13days tuh my 15 birthday xDD

1 month 11days tuh our one year anniversary x))

2006-10-18T12:37:00.000-07:00

well . nOw getting sick of blOg .

heard frOm sharlyn JIE datt ii nO need tuh wOrry fOr my birthday .

actually , ii only tht of treating my friends out . it lyk sO ma fan tuh have a BBQ.

she say she andd kOrr will help mii on this . still nOrtt sure of opening anOt .

okkays . den it nOrt early nOw . i gOing tuh slp . x))

CANT WAIT TUH BE 15

LEFT 2 MONTH 14 DAYS TUH 15YEARS OLD .

II GETTING OLD SOON . LOLx))

2006-10-18T12:29:00.000-07:00

okkays . well, nOw feeling sick abOut blog .

heard frOm sharlyn jie ii nO need tuh wOrry abOut my BBQ .

actually ii only tht of treating my friends out fOrr eat. dunnch nOe hOw was it lyk.

she say she andd kOrr will help mi on this . alsO dunnch nOe want tuh open anOt . it lyk sO ma fan lOrh . okkays , it nOrtt early nOw / ii gOing slp le .

cant wait tuh be 15. hahas .

LEFT 2 MONTH 14DAYS tuh 15

2006-10-18T12:16:00.000-07:00

CANT EUU STOP MAKING MII WORRY ABT EUU .

EUU SHOULD NOE WADD IS WRONG ANDD RIGHT . EUU ARE OLD ENOUGH TUH TAKE CARE OF URSELF . DUNNCH ALWAYS MAKES OTHER WORRY ABOUT EUU . TREAT EUU AS A SMALL KIDS .

WHEN CAN II TREAT EUU AS A ADULT??

THINK EUU SHOULD NOE WHAT KIND OF LIFE EUU CHOOSE TUH HAVE . EUU WAN A MISERABLE LIFE LET IT BE .

make mii sO disppointed . :[

ii once believe true lurfe never dies, andd i never yearn to have it back. cause ii nOe everyone was heartless toO . dOnt say anymOre fOrever. of all anymOre fOrever . if all was intended just GOODBYE!

2006-10-17T22:54:00.000-07:00

ii Bored nOw .

cant gO out with them tuh celebrate with qihOng , cause gOrtt wOrk later .

sad siia . everybOdy nOrtt wOrking but only mii .

LOLx))

tOday nO need tuh gO skoOL because of making day . hahas .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY tuh MR QUEK & QIHONG

2006-10-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

tOday is a tired day fOr mi .

after exam did nOrtt gO hOme straight, mr tay asked us tuh help him dO sOmethIng .

sO mii, jas, thiviya,mazni, zulaikha andd janice went tuh help hIm.

they all help tuh sort out the cls phOto andd mii and jas help tuh wrap the prize.

haiis, has a hard time dOing datt.

first tIme spent abOut 2 hOurs sitting dOwn patiently wrapping present without any cOmplain .

hahas. after datt mr tay bOught us tuh mac tuh eat, actually alsO ask zul they all cOme alOng but they are FASTING sO cannOt . but next week mr tay den Bring them gO eat.

we went there with mr quek . hahas. it sO funny. mr quek keep distrub jasmine say she a PIG.

hahas. ii keep laughing nOn-stOp. =]

she really a PIG cause she always late fOr skOol .

wOw,heard frOm mr quek datt ii get 80 plus fOrr my math exam. happy siia. dunnch believe ii get sO high as ii nOe ii did alOt of careless mistake . alsO dunnch nOe why. every exam sure gOrtt careless de. cant euu believe the higher is 91. mr quek say if ii did nOrtt have careless mistake ii can strike 90 plus . haiis . ii happy with my mark anyways . x))

nOw, only have tuh wait fOrr my other subject result. only nOe on friday, ii sO scared .

BUt, knOw datt geO we did quite well . only 4 failures in other cls .

after everythIng went hOme rest. then when tuh wOrk .

having funny tOday, keep disturbing them .

sOrii VANESSA , i did nOrtt nOe that euu wan gO tOilet . next tIme tell miie datt den ii help euu stand pOst . SORRY .

2006-10-16T00:38:00.000-07:00

haiis.

tOday nOthing special happen . yeah still gOrtt one paper tuh gO .

tOday de math paper still ok . luckily can dO andd finish it on tIme. sOme questiOn almOst fOrget hOw tuh sOlve . But tOok a few sec tuh recall.

finally finish . cOming tuh the end of year liiaO .

sO fast gOing hOliday le .

lurfe it sO much . hahas . can gO out as andd when ii wan .

the haze is getting wOrst andd wOrst liiaO . make miie feel sO sick . hate it sO much .

ii bOred nOw .

nOthing tuh dO . siianx. after tmrr den can relax.

finally gOing back wOrk tmrr . miss them sO much, never get tuh wOrk abOut 3 week le all because of the EOY . bUt hOliday cOming. sO can get tuh wOrk everything.

nOw gOrtt tuh save mOney sO datt can have a BBQ on my birthday, hOpe ii can open one if ii can save the amOunt on time.

okkayx larh . nOthing tuh write le.

dunnch miss mii hOrx everyOne. X))

Gonna tuh miss hIm lOts .

2006-10-16T00:21:00.000-07:00

this is wadd ii write during exam

haiis .

during exam suddenly think abt hIm .

alsO dunnch nOe why .

LOLx))

2006-10-15T23:21:00.002-07:00

ii bOred .

nOthing tuh dO sO uplOad sOme piic

vanessa andd miie

.vanessa andd miie

meimei andd jiejie

herr andd jiaxin

it our hands

the three sisters

2006-10-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

the haze is killing miie !! it make miie feel sO hOt andd stuffy.
ii sO bOred nOw .
yesterday did nOrtt really get a slp . slp fOr only few hOurs den went out le .

tOday damn tired lOrh . early mOrning wake up went admirtly meet jiaxin peii herr gO church . it damn fucking siian . waste my tIme there . next time gOrtt this kInd of thIng pls let mii off .

make myself sO tried fOrr nO reasOn . after datt went tiOnG BahrU plaza meet miaOshan andd went walk walk andd toOk neOprint . haiis , after datt went cwp peii jiaxin gO wOrk .

she sO scared sO have nO chOice have tuh wait fOrr herr andd hIs cOr .

waited fOrr herr abOut few hOurs den cant wait le . sO decided tuh went hm .

haiis ,

he prOmise tuh meet mii tOday , yet he did nOrtt .

knOw this wOuld happen cause he dunnch put mi in his heart.

sOmetIme felt datt he have other laOpO outside. ii dunnch nOe nOw why ii keep thInking this ways . think ii shOuld have trust him mOre . But laOgOng sOrii ii cant .

ii really cant fOrget datt day the prOblem with dewen .

fOrever lurfe euu . MUACKS .

ii decided nOrtt tuh lurfe hIm . it hurt mi deeper. ii want tuh give everything up.

Bury all our memOrise dOwn andd never dig again .

2006-10-14T11:01:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

Going out with vanessa andd singee .Peii them gO sunplaza andd nOrthpOint .
go there walk walk andd take piic . spend almOst one hOurs inside the neOprint shOp . haiis . sOme piic lOok nIce .
hOliday cOming , hOpe can get my hair dye . xDD

2006-10-14T10:52:00.000-07:00

haiis , finally finish editing my blOg. sO happy xDD
thankiiew fOrr the help frOm thOse ii ask .
anyway . ii still have twO mOre paper tuh gO .
hOpe ii will dO well in it .